Drum Lesson 5: More Hi Hat Pattern, Fill In

This lesson is still more Hi Hat Patterns with the music and trying to fill in on the second bar... but as usual my tempo sucks... can't seem to catch it with the music!!! very angry with myself on that.... really really need to buck up on my tempo its bloody out of timing... how to be drummer like tat!!!

Anyway we practice a few high-hat patterns, which i need sometime to catch.. and even if i catch it i can't really play with the music... he also make me do a simple fill in for the 2nd bar... which i took a real long time to catch 1/2 of it.. cos everytime i forgot after the crash shld continue with my left hand as the e-n-a... i just continue counting as 1.. so of course after tat all garbra and sala lah.... so quite disaterous.... :(

so i need to practice, practice and more practice.. but i'm lazy and this week i seriously doubt i have the mood.. :(

p.s. my instructor also taught me double stroke while i was waiting for shir to knock off from her class... arghhh.. so many things to practice.. so little time to practice....